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BLOG HAS MOVED

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 12:04:51 GMT

http://blackmilkandtea.blogspot.com

no offense live journal, i just like the layout better.

lul

Thu, 09 Oct 2008 07:09:44 GMT

haha, best ever.

Anniversary

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 08:22:14 GMT

+ conor oberst = happy sophy & justin

i love you :)
<3
2 years ^_^

love sophy

(p.s he made me the cutest card ever, it's so gorgeous & he is so amazing!!)

50's!

Wed, 01 Oct 2008 07:54:56 GMT

Wow, i did the most enjoyable shoot today!
It was so fun!
It was for Dolly magazine & based on the 50's and Rockabilly etc. it was sososo enjoyable.
My hair was in a ponytail with a little flick out. I felt like a vintage barbie with the types of clothes i was wearing, it was tres bien.

This lady Pixie
(www.boogiebopdames.com) is amazing. Her whole house is 50's/Rockabilly themed, as is she. Cutest woman ever.

Did the shoot with Rebecca & Steven Chee was the photographer - he's fantastic.(www.stevenchee.com)

Anyway, i'm totally in love with some of the stuff i wore today. & v. excited for it to be published!!

love sophy

Best Weekendz Ever

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 11:08:25 GMT

Is coming up ^_^
I'm excited because I haven't done anything on a weekend in so very very long, but this one will be filled with romance and enjoyment.

Friday October 3:
Maddy's 18th Party! It's cocktail - i'm very excited to dress up and enjoy it - very excited indeed. Mostly excited because I get to make justin wear a shirt and tie, he looks so gorgeous when he's slightly formal. Secondly excited because I get to buy a cute new dress for the purposes of 'cocktail attire'; i'm not sure if i have any currently in existance.

Saturday October 4:
Justin & my 2 year anniversary :) I don't want a present from him, because we've planned the most gorgeous morning. on saturday night i'm taking him out to see Connor Oberst @ the Enmore - i hope he'll be excited by that. Then after that we'll grab a bottle of Champagne and head over to the cliffs at Bondi beach where we'll sit and watch the sun rise because it's so rare that we get to see it.. and after? We'll stumble down to the maccas on Bondi beach, get a taxi home and cuddle up and sleep all of Sunday together <3

I wish I got to do more exciting things like this - however, HSC is ruining my life.

Love Sophy

Agyness Deyn is ruining my life

Thu, 11 Sep 2008 08:17:16 GMT

but not really, i was just talking at my job today about how EVERYONE assumes that anyone with peroxide blonde hair must have really short hair, ala Agynes Deyn.
Anyway,
Earth dance on the weekend. So that's curious.
I'm not sure whhat to wear, and i hate not knowing what to wear to these thing :(
Thinking of getting some thigh high stockings, and just wearing those. and ONLY those. ;) heh

Merh. I miss justin :(

<3

Test shot from today:

Global warming

Sun, 10 Aug 2008 07:29:54 GMT

my ass

Global warming totes doesn't even exist
I mean, the past couple of years everyones been like "WE'RE OVERHEATING & WE'RE DYING"
and we've had snow in the major cities, the two coldest summers EVER and "below average" winters, and i think actually, sydney managed the coldest winter day here in July since like 1950

so stfu about global warming cause it's totally getting colder.

<3

PNAU

Sat, 09 Aug 2008 05:34:21 GMT

WERE SO GOOD LAST NIGHT.

SO ULTIMATELY GOOD.
we had a series of fortune events on the way

1) me & juss & sarah were walking through Central to get a bus to Moore Park and these homeless guys asked us for money & justin was like "look man, i'm broke too " etc and so the guy who asked us faked a hernia (der, what else would you do in a situation like that?) and justin was like what the fuck man just cause you're faking a hernia doesn't mean i'm going to give you money and picked up two bottles, n he smashed one incase they followed us and they did haha, anyways these two dero guys were like following us and they're like "WE'LL CALL THE COPS ON YOU BLAH BLAH BLAH" anyway, i convinced justin to throw down the broken bottle, but he kept holding the solid one.
so we get around the corner, and these two cops walk up to us and are like "whats going on?" and sarah stood away from us, but heard what we were saying and basically me and justin were like "look they asked us for money, we said no and like, we've had a couple of drinks so it was probably just an over-reaction on our behalf, but we didn't smash any bottles or anything - we picked one up just in case" and the cop was like "ah, fair enough like a guy and two young girls up against two homeless guys" and we're like yeah, then the other cop came over and talked to sarah 'seperately' but she'd heard us so she basically just said what we said and they cops were like "ah yeah, well look, we don't believe their story because there's no evidence of you smashing a bottle or anything, and you put it down when we asked you to so we know nothing was going to come of it - just like, stay in the light and theres a police station just down the road - come in if they're following you or anything"

and it was AWESOME haha

2) we had a free bus ride there! haha, the bus came like JUST after we got there, and we hopped on but he'd started driving already so he told us not to worry about paying

3) i met lulu! haha

4) it was SO easy to get a cab home, like I thought it'd be hell hard but we ran accross the road and it was only like $13 (thanks sarah, i'll pay you back! <3)

and inbetwixt 3 & 4
PNAU WAS AWESOME
hahaha

they were so good! like, awesomely amazing.
and no one will ever see me dance again, because i was just that happy
and i, am not a dancer.

love sophy ^.^

Writer's Block: Supermarket Grabfest

Sun, 20 Jul 2008 11:36:39 GMT

You have three minutes to grab everything you can from a supermarket. Which items do you go for?

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3 minutes? I misread that initially and thought 3 items and thought to myself

" Lo-fat yoghurt; english muffins and butter" (because I would already have supplied of vegemite and water is free!)

But!
Now I have to rethink.
I would head to veegtables and fruit first. Grab a bunch of bananas and some little apple(and some vegetables), then to the snacks aisle. Doritos and salsa. After that, some homebrand soft drinks. Then pasta and heaps of sauce for it and lastly some bread. And some cinnamon donuts. And a chocolate croissant if they were there. And yes. That would be a fair amount. I rekon itd only take me 3 minutes - easy.

old

Sat, 19 Jul 2008 05:28:35 GMT

we'd only been going out a couple of months at this point....

myspace

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 15:01:41 GMT

Justin and I deleted our myspaces today - it was hard!
I never thought getting rid of a stupid website page would be hard but it totally was.

But now i'm just going to be totally addicted to facebook.

I can't wait till the HSC is over.
I have this overpowering guilt about not studying - like, i'm wasting my parents money by not studying.
And i'm not writing my cmoposition for music either and it's due on the 31st which is in like.. 14 days. Which is pretty much bullcrap.

Guhh.

I hate everything :'(

Jee sophy, have a cry.

Writer's Block: Favorite Lyrics

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 12:11:00 GMT

What song lyrics would you love to have written, and why?

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i wish i'd written Existentialism on Prom Night - by stray light run

When the sun came up
We were sleeping in.
Sunk inside our blankets
Sprawled across the bed
And we were dreaming.

There were moments when
When i know it and
The world revolves around us.
And we're keeping it
Keep it all going
This delicate balance
Vulnerable, all i know is

sing like you think no ones listening
you would kill for this
just a little bit
just a little bit
you would kill for this

sing like you think no ones listening
you would kill for this
just a little bit
just a little bit
you would...

sing me something soft
sad and delicate
or loud and out of key
sing me anything

we're glad for what we got
done with what we lost
out whole lives laid out
right in front of us

sing like you think no one's listening
you would kill for this
just a little bit
just a little bit
you would, you would

sing like you think no one's listening
you would kill for this
just a little bit
just a little bit
you would...

sing me something soft
sad and delicate
or loud and out of key
sing me anything

i think it's the most beautiful song...
it puts the way i think about things into a perfect format - i wish i'd written it so i could sing it from the heart and mean it.

love sophy.

second week

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 12:03:21 GMT

of holidays is almost over - and i have hardly studied at all.

i should be taking proper advantage of this lonely night at home studying - but fuck that.
justin's decided on a "boys night" - but my female of choice is in DeeWhy. If she wasn't she'd be nice n close n accessible - but alack alay!

How come I don't ever get girls nights! Whenever I do he just has a massive whinge about it and is like "aww but sophyy i wanna hang out with you"

Fuck, it's not like I didn't want to hang out with HIM tonight.
It pisses me off.

And my phone's dead and my charger is at his house - I want to call Sarah or Phoenix or ANYONE but everyones numbers are in my phone. SO gay!

GARGH.
I'm angry because i'm alone
I'm angry because i ate a whole pizza tonight
i'm angry cause i ALSO drank a can of coke
i'm angry cause my phones dead
i'm angry because of all the hypocrisy in the world
i'm angry because my feet are cold EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE PRACTICALLY IN THE HEATER
i'm angry because i don't have the friends i used to
i'm angry because my back hurts
i'm angry because my mum's being mean to me all the time
i'm angry because i want to drink
i'm angry because i'm bored
i'm angry because my hair's dirty but it's late so i don't have time to wash it
i'm angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry because justin's friends chucked a hissy fit about how he's "always with me" when it's HIS FUCKING CHOICE.

growl.

love sophy.

hamlet

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 14:43:07 GMT

i went and saw hamlet tonight with my mum
it wasn't nearly as good as expected - which is a bit of a bummer.

on the upside, i did a job today for luna (a clothing line)

75 outfits in 4 hours.
$700 =]

it was awwwsome ^_^ hahaha

then i went to Paris, Texas and i really want this jumer frm there - it was so cute.
grey acid wash pullover and it was on sale :(

so devvo.
but the lady in there was fully nuts.

Anyways -

tomorrow i'm going to take Juss out for yumCha then go to a casting then go hang around at Justin's until he's got work at 5.
might hav a driving lesson - but who knows!

love sophy

first week

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 11:46:23 GMT

of holidays is starting :)
which is nice
so far i've spent every nght at justins house, which has been incredible. i love him :]

his new house is really good, it's nice, except my necks very sore from his matress.
we had a great night last night, making pasta together and watching crash.

which is the best movie ever.

ohhh thats the saddest scene i've ever seen. i just sat there crying through the whole thing.

<33 i love justin (L)

^_^

love sophy

maw

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 08:13:12 GMT

such a lack of sleep last night.
fuckin' everyone playing such loud music and running around fighting over a little bottle of amyl
that stuff makes me angry, ha ha
it's so gay cause it makes all these air-pockets in your brain and causes hemorrhages.

so gay!

it got until like 3am and i was like, fuck i'm going to sleep.
so at like 6.30 i'm still not asleep and suddenly i can hear Dave throwing up outside justins bedroom window. So gay.

I hate being the only one not drinking hahahaha - i'm still not drinking after last weekend.

HOLIDAYS SOON.
But i cant relax for them because I have trials after. :(
I hate school!

love sophy

jealousy

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 11:34:33 GMT

i hate hate hate jealousy
i don't care if other people are jealous
i just hate the burning feeling you get inside, the headache that accompanies it, that deflating feeling you get in your chest

i particularly hate it when it's jealousy over someone you know will probably never EVER enter your life in any way shape or form, particularly not to ruin it.

So why are you jealous of her?
your concious mind says you're jealous of her for no particular reason; because you're worried he still likes her

your sub-concious mind is telling you repeatedly
you're fatter than her
you're uglier than her
you're stupider than her
you're less fun than her
he loved her more than you
she has better teeth than you (who WOULDN'T like her better?!)

so which do you believe?

and then there's COMPLETELY pointless jealousy.
like, girl jealousy.
I don't know why it is - but why do girls get jealous of other girls?
We all do it, we all know we do it (despite the fact we might lie about it and pretend it isn't really happening)

But we do.
I have a friend who's jealous because her friend looks up to me.
Im jealous because i got moved down for someone in someone's Myspace Top8 (which is fucking pathetic, if i do say so myself)
Again, it's another little batte of concious mind VS sub-concious mind.

Who will take the cake?

the rational, calming mind
or the provocative manipulative mind

I often find that, in myself, it is the latter that overrides.
But why is this?

Maybe it's because i'm caught up in my own drama; it's a fuel that keeps my fire burning.

Who knows.

School tomorrow, assesments all week.
Should have studied.

FUCK YOU, HSC.

love sophy.

and let alcohol be NOT thine friend

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 11:27:53 GMT

because it makes you throw up and gives you a MASSIVE two day hangover that prevents you from seeing your boyfriend.

FUCK YOU ALCOHOL.

and i'm sorry to cliff and sam for throwing up on your verandah.
and im sorry to my mum for throwing up the next day and making you hold my hair.

i hate booze >_<

love sophy

=)

Mon, 02 Jun 2008 12:23:27 GMT

it was my birthday this weekend - it was pretty nice
now i'm just chillin' around on my couch with my mum updating my brand new itouch (thank you justin! <3)
i've been playing on my lovely wii too - thank you parental units!! it's so gorgeous and i love it so0o0o much.

I liked my birthday very much, except for yesterday afternoon it was a bit less good but it was generally a lovely weekend =)

thanks to everyone who came to my picnic, and on Friday night :)

love sophy

lucy's picnic

Sun, 25 May 2008 12:01:34 GMT

was a day full of fun celebrating my best friends 17th birthday =)

i love you lucy with all of my heart & soul and I hope you had an amazing day - cause I did.

I'm glad i could stay with you :)

i love you.

thats what we bought Lucy - Sarah was ike
"sophy, lets go to a sex shop"
and i was like
"OH MY GOD LUCY WOULD LOVE A RABBIT BECAUSE OF SEX & THE CITY"

so we bought her one. =) we're good friends.

i love lucy!

love sophy

ah!

Wed, 21 May 2008 23:09:01 GMT

i just thought of something relevant to blog about - haha.
i did a job a couple of days ago ^-^
it was the first job i've done in aaggeesss and it was good fun - i enjoyed it ^-^
it was for culture magazine (being considered for cover ^-^) but yeahhh
my hair was retarded though - they shoved these things that looked like sponges made of hair on my head and pinned them down and pulled my hair back over the top - it looked like i had a giant mane on top of my head. Rawr ^-^
Then for the last shot they put blue eyeshadow all along the roots of my hair - i tried to wash it out but it turned my whole hair blue =(
i'm still in recovery.

on te plus side however, the blue has managed to cancel out a lot of the "gold" tones in my hair so it's lookin' pretty flashy white!

it's impressive.

love sophy.

(p.s only 1 week till justin's back - from today!)

Writer's Block: Friends and acquaintences

Wed, 21 May 2008 23:05:37 GMT

What differentiates a friend from an acquaintance? When does one become the other?

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I'm in music and ridiculously bored (my teachers away) so i'm answering a writer's block!
A friend from an acquaintance? Um. Well. I think, a friend is someone you can spend time with comfortably and chat to when it's just you, or when the person you know each other through is not there. and i mean in person, not like online msn conversations or anything - anyone can do that. An acquaintance is someone you dont know that well, dont spend personal time with etc. but i think there should be something in between friend and acquaintance? there's a big gap there.

Writer's Block: Nicknames

Wed, 21 May 2008 22:38:10 GMT

What's your nickname, and how did you get it?

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at the moment my nick name's bluey because i did a job and they put blue in my hair. when i tried to wash it out my ENTIRE hair went blue. and now my computer screen's gone sideways. i dunno what happened! i got into music class and kablammy! sideways computer screen. Good one.

finally

Tue, 20 May 2008 08:54:06 GMT

got a foundation that matches my skin today
it's taken me like three years

plus i finally got to talk to juss today aswell =) i've missed talking to him, he called me when he got to his dad's house.

i love him so much... i want him to come back early =(

love sophy.

hey

Mon, 19 May 2008 10:55:11 GMT

justin come back ♥

my god i love lucy.
haha.
we're gonna have a niiiice birthday weekend ;)
heh heh heh

i love lucy!

love sophy.